She deletes all his shit, acts like he never existed..
But deep within she knows the truth.
She loves him and all she wanted was his love in return.
He hurt her mind, used her body and punished her soul.
Ungrateful bastard tore something so pure that he could never be sure if they’ll ever be a cure for the hurt that he’s caused to his once so called “True love”.
The pain hurt so bad as she crawled away not being able to reach where she needed to be. Not being able to let go of what caused her the misery, what caused her suffering, what caused her to be internally damaged…
She was only a girl then, who has risen to be someone strong, someone who built a bond with her new self, the new self she’s beginning to be. As the pain slowly fades away, the tears wash away the shame as she fought to rejuvenate and start again.
To start again and realize that she’s better now than what she was in the past..
She didn’t delete his shit, he really did exist as someone new, not the same boy but a man that grew.
And with that man that grew, grew a woman and a seed and with that seed was built a family as happy as can be…
By: MercuryGem🖤💎
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It’s like being in middle school again,
Butterflies in your stomach when you send out that text,
Not being able to sleep when they don’t answer back.
Having that anxious feeling every time you look at your phone,
Knowing well it’s not what you expect.
Then you get the thoughts in your head,
“What I’d do wrong?!, What can I do to make it better?!”
But you’re not gonna know and wont ever find out cause that text wont ever come through without a doubt.
So your heart keeps hurting and your mind keeps asking questions.. no answers will be given.. might as well move on. -
Empty corridor,
My imagination runs wild when I see you slowly walking, headed my direction.
It’s like the twilight zone,
Never ending space between us.
But as you get closer I feel this galactic, orgasmic feeling that chills me to my bones.
A volcanic eruption quickly building up but I calm the lava that’s burning within my walls.
I take a breath.
I calmly surround myself with a northern sky. A cool calm breeze and the smell of the night sky, surrounded by a constellation. A shooting star with your name on it flew by, a smile came across my face.
I snapped out of it.
You were closer now. My water fall was now flowing, slowly trickling out of its abyss. The tips of my mountains felt cold and hardened, tender to the touch. My emotions were showing, my heart was beating, i was breathing hard.
I walked a short distance and met your lips on the way.
You caressed my back, held me tight. You kissed my lips with such delight. I moved my hair, you kissed my neck and weak in the knees I got.
I buckled in your arms, how embarrassing that was.
“I got you” was all you said as we laughed it off and went about our day.
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As I lay here in this tub, drowning in thoughts, My mind cant ever be exhausted with thoughts of you. It puts a calm before any storm hits my way.
The thoughts of holding you close under a moonlit sky, cool breeze caresses our faces. I touch your nose with mine, it’s cold. My sweet strawberry chapstick lips kisses and warms your face, you smile.
I slip my hands inside your warm fall jacket to keep my hands from freezing but to really get a feel of how your heart is beating against mine. Same pase, same rhythm, we become one.
I’m mesmerized by the look in your eyes, I admire them, I’m lost within you.
You shy away but I follow your gaze as you look down to me, look down at my lips and lean slowly for our first kiss. So gentle with a hint of peppermint on your tongue as you put pressure on your kiss.
Leaning up against a building wall you move my hair away from my face, place it over my ear and rub your thumb against my cheek.
That look I yearned for , I saw it in your eyes as you bit my bottom lip and went in for a deeper kiss.
“I want you” I whispered, “I need you” you whispered back and with that one last kiss we held each other arm in arm as we walked away in the moonlit night.
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So when i was a kid my cousin and i would see weird things in my childhood apartment. i remember one night she had slept over (i’m not sure if she recalls this, i’ll have to ask her later).. and we slept in my grandma’s room (i didn’t have my own room at the time). My grandma had a bad habit of always leaving her door ajar which i use to hate so much. That night she did just that. It was some time past midnight when i was woken up by a weird feeling. When i woke up i was facing the window of the room. My cousin was sleeping on a small cot with had for her.
I turned on my back and looked towards the door. I felt something there, staring at me but i couldn’t see it. I even put my glasses on and still couldn’t see it but i knew it was there. Suddenly, i heard a creak (So cliche) and i kept staring at the door and whatever was standing there moved. I knew it moved because the outside of the bedroom door looked much lighter. I was spooked so i put my head under the blanket and didn’t come out until day light. -
I know many people that have had a bad feeling of just being watched by something unseen. I know I’ve most definitely have. Last night i was in my living room folding some clothes as usual (my typical Sunday) and i just had this really strange feeling. I felt a chill down my back. I stopped what i was doing and looked around. Nothing. I continued folding and just felt like a dark presence around me, like something evil just walked in the living room and sat by me. I tried my best to ignore it. For a while it worked but i knew it was just staring at me, i felt it. It just sat there but of course i couldn’t see it. I couldn’t take it anymore, i got up and left the living room and went into my room. I went to bed after that and didn’t even bother to open my bedroom door back up.
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So the other day i was with 2 of my coworkers having lunch. We were sitting in the school auditorium, not sure if i had mentioned the auditorium before but its one of the places that i believe is haunted at my job. Anyway, we were having some ransom conversation when we suddenly heard a strange coming from the opposite side we were sitting. Sounded like a small banging, my coworker thought it was the wind but i knew exactly where it was coming from. It was coming from the balcony. Same spot where I’ve seen the black shadow i have seen before. I was 100% sure it was coming from up there. I told my coworkers what i have seen before and they were shocked, didn’t believe me at first but Maria had goosebumps. Might go up there and investigate on my own!
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I’m so sorry i haven’t written in months but im going to try my best to keep up with my stories and be more updated. I’m actually working on a new book so that has been taking up some of my time.. but i promise u that im here and im back!!!!
The Strange Mind Of Mercury Dark 